IF MY GOD EXISTS.

IF MY GOD EXISTS.

 

Can I have a God?

With the unseeing eyes,

But heeding years,

To attend my pain.

 

I must have one:

Because their God,

Always look and gaze,

Like they do.

 

When multiple exists,

Why not mine too?

Let me create,

Infusing blindness into it!

 

I am distanced:

From your decorated sanctum,

Your God and me,

Are heavily mediated!

 

Your God demands,

Colour and Flavour,

There I am unwanted,

How long this to be confronted?

 

The lavish adoration:

Keeps me baffled,

Therefore, to my purgation,

An omniscient listener needed!

 

Being blind and impaired:

I am branded as the God’s child,

Then my father Protecter,

Should also be made like me!

 

Let my:

Living and feeling,

Give shape and grip,

To my omnipotent healer!

 

Or answer me:

In the God’s galaxy,

Has my lord been suppressed?

Like I am then and now!

 

Curse the lips:

That say and propagate,

I have a divine body,

Stupid! it bleeds and feels!

 

To replicate all:

I need an impaired Almighty,

To embody the whole,

Which I cross and undergo!

 

From your God:

descends sin and destiny,

as rebukes and punishments,

from the unknowable past!

 

Your Godman and performers:

Erect a false boundary,

To put me down,

And have an ability crown!

 

You make your God:

Dance, fly, jump, disappear,

That magical ecstasy,

Have visually excluding tendency!

 

The pompous festivity,

Of the seeing devotee,

Demonstrates a huge obstacle,

Therefore, I need my oracle!

 

To dismiss those idiocies:

Let my god be,

Created with what,

I don’t, and can’t have!

 

Dr. U. Mahendran.